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[12 May 2003|10:45pm] |
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SUNDAY: I went to the mall again . it seems like the new thing to do on sundays is go to the mall.. I bought a new pair of kicks. they are great and i wub them.
TODAY: it was a minimum day at school. FUCK YES!. i enjoyed the fact that we got out a whole hour and 5 minutes early. Lunch was good today... Me, Leann, Nicole, Katie, Cassidy, Marice, Jamie, Steph, Carolyn and Shella all went to together.The ten of us girls went to the coffee shop and got bagels, it was yummy.
COMPLAIN: i need a guy. I want a REALLY hot guy, thats nice.. and respects the fact that i am not a whore. He also, has to like the same music as me.. b/c thats a big plus. I mean looks dont really matter, but you have to be some-what attracted to them ya know? and taste in music, is a MUST. heh.
SONG THATS BEEN IN MY HEAD ALL DAY:
The Shooting Star That Destroyed Us All
A star up in the sky
A poem to the death
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can't inhale the sparkle of your voice
A star up in the sky
A poem to the death
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can't inhale the sparkle of your voice
Let me walk on high wire of rusty nails
While barefoot shedding the flesh of our existance
I don't want anybody to fall
A star up in the sky
A poem to the death
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can't inhale the sparkle of your voice
Now's it time
Now's it time
The more I try
The more I lose
But today
Will you remember me ?
But today
Will you remember me ?
But today
Your eyes
Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes
Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes
Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes
Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes
Your eyes
Your eyes
They shine
Your eyes
Walking home
Street lights go out
Walking home
Street lights go out
A star up in the sky
A poem to the death
Let this mistake
Bring a vivid crystal to her eyes
So drain out my lungs
Before the fluid brings a choke
I can't inhale the sparkle of your voice
Blah. Blah. Blah.. Eat a dick.
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[10 May 2003|06:11pm] |
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" The Tention between stillness and motion"- grade |
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We went to the barn show last night. WOW, i had such a good time. That was just a really good show.. even tho i dont really care for 10 after.
Sergio brought me a Jones. i was so happy. he is great. I got to hang out with a whole bunch of different people. YAY.. i got to see BRANDEE and all of her awesome friends! and i got to see Bethany
( who is also extremely awesome). ANd YEAH, i was just really fun. I have a soreforehead from Reid pokeing it so much. And Dominic dumped some water on me. but thats okay.. it didnt phase me none.. haha. FUck, i am in a good mood. We are going to go to home town buffet tonight! WOOP WOOP!.
Uhm, if you didnt go to the show.. you missed out!
Check out the guys's websites. if you have time.. b/c i heart all of these guys. they are all great. YAY..
Fairwell Madison www.fairwellmadison.com
Holiday www.rockholiday.com
" so you girls punk?... punky-brewster" - some random guy.. i think Blake was the name. he was fucking HOTT.
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| School. School. School. |
[09 May 2003|09:34pm] |
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^^^^ i am not really high, high.. i am just high on life!!!
well, i am sitting in second period right now.. i am extrememly bored, and i just got done having a conversation with Jake. The barn show is tonight. we finally found some rides! (our parents.. hahahha..)woop woop!. ..
no matter what i was going to go.. b/c i HAVE to drink some Jones Soda with Sergio. and i HAVE to talk to Brandee... b/c i miss her so much! I am in the best mood ever right now. I just came to school in a good mood and i am so happy. Leann, Jamie, and i had a GREAT time in Stantes class. We went to the computer lad and cheated on tests.. then laughed about the stupidest things. It was fun. Just sitting here is sooo boring, and i have PE next period. FUCK i hate dressing Jamie trys to touch me when i change. hahahha.. no, she doesnt.. but she does back her ass up towards Renea. HAH.
I have really happy about finishing my new book that i started on Tuesday, i read the whole thing in three days! and that was a HUGE book. YAY.
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| Bored as FUCK |
[08 May 2003|06:45pm] |
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i didnt go to school today, i had the worst pain in my rib cage that is located on the left side of my body. I honestly thought i was going to die. it was some crazy shit. SO i watch massive amounts of televison, DL some new songs, and cleaned. Pretty fuckin exciting. Oh! i only ate one time today! isnt that crazy? i think sooooo. since i am always eating everything in site.
Tomorrow.. is the barn show. i am some-what excited. i didnt think i was going to be, but i am. I am going to cradle leann in my arms like a little baby. she is so sexy.. uhh. i mean, sweet. =).
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: FUCK THE ASIANS
oSweeTwhiTeLieSo: fo sho
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: Are you a cabbage lover at heart?
oSweeTwhiTeLieSo: yes...i am... but i try to hide it
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: oh shit! me too!
oSweeTwhiTeLieSo: no way!
"Startled by a knock at the door you rise for the first time in two days to answer, but you can only greet the visitor with one short statement. Hello my first name is distance and I really don't care if I never wake up again."
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| Forget My Name |
[07 May 2003|10:03pm] |
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Today, just another normal Wednesday. I was fucking late to school though.. so i had to write "lines" for Mr.Stane Panty's class. that old fucker. I GOT MY STATIC LULLABY SHIRT TODAY!.. hooray. i am happy about that..
So today, my teacher says write down what makes you happy, what has made you happy before, something that reminds you of being happy.. ya know... something like that. So i write:
Everytime my stomach growls, i put my hand on it so i can feel it. Part of this has to do with Reid. (i didnt even realize i did this until a few days ago.) Everytime my stomach would growl, he would put his hand on it to feel it or he would lay his head on it to listen to it. I used to pretend like i didnt like it.. but i loved it. Things like that just made me happy and i never realized how happy that made me until today when i was asked to write things down. heh.
I also put being with my friends makes me happy. When i am around them i can just be myself and have a great ime. I just love my friends so much and i dont know where i would be today without them.
Enough of the mushy shit... I am going to go DANCE. Yes, i put DANCE.. not "dace" hahaha i am NeRd.
leann.. this is for you.. UNTIL NEXT TIME AMERICA! - Bob Saget
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[07 May 2003|12:10am] |
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XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: omg have i ever told you about the special ed kids that like me?!
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: ( i dont know why i just thought about this)
DeathCabDriveBy: hah....this should be good.
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: no , it isnt good. its rather scary.
DeathCabDriveBy: tell me =)
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: but yeah, i work with the special ed kids. and there are 4 of them that have crushes on me.. and one is a GIRL! and she is so weird.. well... today i am in 6th period.. just chillen.. reading about vaginas and what not.. and here comes little special ed jenny.. and im just like " oh god i cant make eye contact' so i turn my head.. well it just so happens that she stops infront of the whole class ( right by the drawings of wee wees and va-gi-gis are on the board) and yells "HEY ASHLEE". i was so embarassed.
DeathCabDriveBy: omg...ahahahaha....eyes watering...
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: and then she was doing little hand signals to me
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: it was sooo scary
DeathCabDriveBy: im sorry ahaha
DeathCabDriveBy: va-gi-gi's? ahahahaah!!!
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: yes. va-gi-gis
DeathCabDriveBy: this is a great word
DeathCabDriveBy: i'm calling you gi-gi from now on
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: lol
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: noooo
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: hahaha
DeathCabDriveBy: yes haha
DeathCabDriveBy: i hella am
DeathCabDriveBy: omg lol...
DeathCabDriveBy: when i see you friday...."GI-GI!!!!"
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: NOO!
DeathCabDriveBy: yes hahaha
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: i will kick you in the ankle!
DeathCabDriveBy: lol
DeathCabDriveBy: ahaha...sorry...but i needed a nickname for you...and that's hella it
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: i always get stuck with horrible nick names
DeathCabDriveBy: that name is amazing and you know it
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: wait, there is more.. its not funny tho.. but, i have to tell you about the hand signals she did to me when she came into my class
DeathCabDriveBy: kay
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: hahahahahahha ok.. well i think its funny but thats b/c i know her, so yeah, she pointed to her eyes then to me and then did the # 2 and then # 3
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: and it meant.. see you tomorrow in third
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| holla back at a playa when he shows you his bling |
[05 May 2003|11:50pm] |
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went to school today.. i sported my new Senses Fail shirt.. yes, i felt like a pimp. Im in a good mood right now, yet really tired.
Boys are great. i have some crushes right now. hehe.. i still have a big crush on a certain someone.. ha, im not saying names tho!... i also have a crush on a guy who is taken.. but thats ok.. b/c we are going to make out!! wooop woopp.
okay, well im stupid.. and i need to get some sleep..
until next time america
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| S-s-S-s UNDAY! |
[04 May 2003|07:26pm] |
My family was over today.. and i am so happy. i Love my family so much. They are the funniest people. And they mean so much to me. Anywhoo, i went to the mall and got a new belt..
yep, thats it.. and it is HOTT.
After the mall, My mom made nicole and i go into Richland to get some milk..and it just so happens that we passed the Jones Sodas. So, even tho my buddy sergio was going to give me one on Friday... i couldnt resist! so i got one! and i think it changed my life.. it was so amazing. I LOVED IT!
i love going online and having great convos with great people.
Example: Me and Sergio:
DeathCabDriveBy: come over and we'll go throw stuff at more stuff
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: ok
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: sounds good
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: let me get my air force ones, jogging suit, and sweatbands
DeathCabDriveBy: ahahaha
DeathCabDriveBy: your hella gunna get some air force ones...
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: lol
DeathCabDriveBy: fuck.yes.to.that.shit.
DeathCabDriveBy: my day has been made now
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: haha
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: hahah what if i randomly showed up at your house one day? wouldnt you shit your pants?
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: that would be hilarious
DeathCabDriveBy: hahaha
DeathCabDriveBy: i would shut the door out of just the fact that you showed up to my house
DeathCabDriveBy: then i would be like "OMG!" hella loud
DeathCabDriveBy: then open it again
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: LOL
DeathCabDriveBy: then hug you and lift you off the ground...spin twice...put ya back down
DeathCabDriveBy: then i'd be like...."dude...............you fucking rock."
XScReAmiNgAtYoUx: hahaha
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh! today wasnt that bad of a day, i actually really enojyed it. YaY.
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| Signa mya livea journala |
[03 May 2003|11:37pm] |
tonight was a GREAT night. oh yes, indeed it was.
First, Cassidy ( the most fucking awesomeest driver in the world), took me, leann, nicole, and shella to Brenden to watch x MEN 2, but, it was sold out. So we then went to Brandons house in Ceres to stop by and give a "hello". Thennnnnnnnn, we followed Scotty Potty and his friend out to Drues house in Salida. We stayed there for a few... then hit up Mikie Travers Party. It was actually hella cool. I met three really neat girls that were in Escalon but from Turlock and they knew like.. all of these people that we knew and it was crazy! i felt like it was a reunion or something.WOw, i just had such a great night. im in a great mood. and i have great friends. and YAY..
at the moment, ive been arguing with reid, and i feel bad b/c he knows i love him so very much. and i hate fighting with him. He always says the right things.. he always wins. and im just like.. FUCk.
over all, tonight was a very very good night. next weekend, will be even betta. MuahHaHahahaha.
goodnight yall.. sleep tight yall.. tiger tiger woods yall.
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| "Dont be happy, asshole" - Leann Mitchell |
[02 May 2003|11:29pm] |
Well, Mitchy McMitch im not the asshole. you are the one who spilled the milk!.. TWICE!.. ha! the second time counted . WHORE!
Okay, Tonight was such a great night.. we saw the Lizzie Mcguire movie! and then.. we snuck into Holes! we are fuckin rebels. There were so many people there tonight. it was kinda neat. Leann needs to stop making fun of me, b/c i dont find her stupid little remarks.. and her on going giggles to be humorous. heh. hehehehwehehehehehhA;KJHNVX;DKAJ HGJ;LKDJFG'LKJ'VCL;JKGBRTG.
POOP.
" youre still wearing your headband" - nicole
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[01 May 2003|09:55pm] |
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well i laughed my ass off at school today!!! hahahahahahahah.. because there were many people who went to an Avril Lavgine show! hahahahaha and they think they are fucking hardcore!. FUCK AVRIL! she is the fucking gayest person ever and her music sucks ASS... and if you went to see her you are an idiot. I dont understand why someone would pay to see her.. and to see Simple Plan!! WHAT A HORRIBLE CONCERT!. All the people that went to that show must know that they are total fucking punk rock! AVRIL LAVIGNE PUNK ROCK!! YEAH!!!
I Just thought i would add all that, since me and all my great friends had a fun-filled day of making fun of people that went to the show.
hahahahaha.. what a funny, funny, day.
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| **OuCh**OuCh**OuCH** |
[30 Apr 2003|09:30pm] |
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Okay.. since i am a "PE helper" and i help the special ed kids..i dont run that much.. well, i dont run AT ALL. And yesterday.. one of the special ed boys wanted to race me. So of course, i raced him.. and now.. i am SORE AS FUCK! My legs are like fucking broken.. and i feel like i cant move them anymore than a inch off the ground.
WELL FUCK THIS!!!! i am filling this out.. and then leann tells me something and now i am just fucking crying!!!
FUCK YOU!!! YES YOU!!!! i hope you read this and read that i said FUCK YOU!!!
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| Poo Shiz |
[29 Apr 2003|08:44pm] |
Well, i am bummed out. The From Autumn to Ashes shirt i had ordered i out of stock. So they told me it can take up to a month to get it! Tha sucks.
Anywhoo, School was so weird today. We had block scheduling so we went to three classes for 78 minutes! it was craZzy. Nothing exciting happened though..it was rather boring. heh.
I have nothing to write.
"ashlee, i want to have your babies" - Kat Smith
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[28 Apr 2003|08:00pm] |
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^^^^ im not really horny. i just felt like putting that. heh.
I woke up at 7:45 this morning.. took a shower.. got ready and headed to Turlock. I arrived at the Turlock DMV at 8:34.. and i didnt fucking leave there until 11:20!! And what really pisses me off .. is that. i didnt even pass my written test. i missed 10!!! geez. that sucks so bad! so now, i am going to retake it next wednesday. Even though i dont want to .. but i need to hurry up so i can get my license.
My mom then took me to school.. and when we arrived at school we saw marcie and jamie walking to burger king for lunch.. so we pulled up to them and i yelled " GET IN THE CAR!!" and they got in.. and we then proceeded off to BK, where we ate a tasty lunch.
Now, im a home. i just got done eating not too long ago. and i am now bored as fuck. But i have realized how happy i am right now. My life is pretty good right now and im just a happy camper. I think some of my happiness has to do with me not liking any guys right now. I mean, of course i have little crushes here and there.. but i dont actually like anyone.But i really wouldnt mind getting some ass every once in a while.. hahaha.. getting some ass. hahaha Im so proud of myself for not liking anyone. YaY.
" show me what youre working with"
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| Shit Cakes? For Dinner? YOURE CRAZY! |
[27 Apr 2003|10:40pm] |
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Welp..(yes i meant to put welp).. Leann and i had a nice night last night with our Smirnoff and Starbucks. HaHa. We're cool like that.
Today was just another boring Sunday.. i just chilled at leanns all day. When i came home i had some noodles with butter ( i dont like spagetti and thats what we were having.. so i went with the good ol noodles and butter trick). I then took a nice hott bath in my new bath tub.. it is sooo fucking deep! i felt like i was in a pool.
I get out of the bath.. and i walk up to my mother with this little " im so such a super awesome daughter" look. and i say, " Mama... can i get three new t-shirts off the internet?" It became silent, and my heart was punding so fast i could feel it in my throat and hear it loudly in my ears as i waited there for her answer... She looks at me and says, " Sure honey, wheres my credit card?" and im like " Oh My lord mom.. you are awesome." So now, i am excited b/c i got a senses fail, from aumtumn to ashes, and a static lullaby shirt. Woot Woot
Oh GEEEZZZ.. tomorrow morning my mom is taking be to the Turlock DMV so i can take my written test to get my permit. im so scared.
HEY! dont play with sharp objects
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| im so happy, im about to shit my pants.. |
[27 Apr 2003|12:03am] |
My great friend, Jamie Santini wrote her " 10 things i love about Ashlee Robbins"..and im just so happy, and this journal would be incomplete without them.. so i am going to put them in here.
" 10 things i love about Ashlee Robbins" By:Spanks
1) The "i gotta shit" walk.
2) The loving way she calls me when im home sick and yells, "San, where the fuck were you today?!"
3) Her scrumptious ayess (ass) bumping and grinding.
4) The way she fondles my tits when i sleep in her bed with her, then i wake up and im like "where the fucks my shirt?"
5) The way she tries to get ( bone) sheep in the ass.
6) When she doesnt shave her legs for li 3 weeks and makes me touch them, and if i dont he kicks me in the FACE.
7) The letter she wrote to me explaining how bad she had to shit.
8) The way her dick always finds its ay to my ear!
9) The way she calls people, " Hey jimmy!" or "whats up ingvey?!"
10)Last but not least..the way she screams out "YA! good charolette punk rock!"
" Oh how i love thee"
Well, those are the top ten reasons why jamie loves me.. whenever i am feeling down i just read those and they make me happy in pants.
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| ..Little Red Car..Little Red Car.. Little Red.OK LETS GO! |
[26 Apr 2003|11:05pm] |
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Well, last night we went to the Harms/ the Acceptables show. It was some good fun.. because they are both VERY good bands. It was sooo fun except for the fact that a giant speaker fell and alomost killed me, a guy spilled a beer on me, and i couldnt work up the guts to talk to one of the hottest guys i hav ever seen.( devin, the guiarist from the acceptables). Yeah, so, i was telling everyone that i was just going to walk up to him and be like " hi, i dont know if you have a girlfriend or anything... and i dont usually do this..but here is my number.. and you can feel free to call me anytime you want". BUT NOOOO I got to scared! and i couldnt do it!.. im a LOSER!. hah.
Today, Leann and i went to the skate demo.. and it was extrememly boring. So of course we came back home, played video games, and went on the computer... Then, my moms boyfriend treated us to starbucks.. it was good. For some reason leann enjoys calling me names. like.. linda, lydia, and gwendelynn. and im just like "what the fuck?!" ..
Later on.. we got some Smirnoff Ice and went and chilled in the spa. it was a nice little night.
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| To eat.. or to be eaten? that is a dinosaurs question. |
[24 Apr 2003|09:12pm] |
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School sucked as usual.. But lunch today.. WAS GREAT!!.. Let me explain..
Me, Marice, Jamie,Stephanie, Nicole, Cassidy, and Leann all went to Cancun ( the mexican resteraunt)today for lunch and we all had a blast!.. First, we get there, eat some chips.. chit chat.. you know.. the usual. But then.. we all decide to go around the table and say something and then make a toast. So we all said certain things.. and for some reason we found all of this to be EXTREMELY funny. So yes, i raised by glass and said " here is to shitting my pants in second period!" and we all screamed and laughed.. then hit our glasses together. Marcie then says, " here is to constipation!".. then goes cassidy.. " smelly weiners!".. and leann..." to jamies sweet ass!".. then it was nicoles turn.. but she didnt say anything, so we all yelled " heres for nicole fucking stevie p!". we giggled. then stephanie goes on with " heres to ditching my Key CLub meeting!"... and last but not least .. jamie ends the round of toast with a "heres to ashlees shit walk".
wow. we are weird girls. but yes, we had such a nice time bonding..
* i love my friends more than anything *
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[23 Apr 2003|11:07pm] |
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Well, right now, i am at school. I am sitting here in my second period class and im bored as fuck. I just got done taking those stupid state tests about an hour or two ago.
We got a 20 minute break.. and it was good fun. I ate 4 cookies! Then.. me, leann, and santini went to Stante Panty's class. He got mad b/c i was talking to leann.. that old asshole. Soon, i grabbed a piece of paper.. and wrote 10 reasons why i love jamie santini... and here they are:
1.She likes boys under 11 years of age ( she sure does like em young)
2.Shes crazzzzy. not just crazy like crazy crazy but she is fucking Richard Simmons crazy! you know.. the jazercise (i cant spell) shit.shit.shit.
3.Her ass is bumpin
4.Her smile shines like the sunshine when it comes through my window ( even though i hate that fucking shit)
5.The sweet, sweet sound of her laugh makes me happy in pants.
6.She smells of cabbage ( one B or two B's?)
7.The face she makes when she is tongueing ( spelling?) my balls.
8.She has the most sexiest ankles ive ever seen. just the thought of them make me quiver.
9. she is silly as fuck!
10. she has a.. oh wow.. i cant say it.. im to nervous..Well, she has a nice rack..nice honkers..nice headlights.. ya know?
in conclusion.. jamie is my friend, and OH how i love her!
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| You told me to Mix it up MutHa FuCkA! |
[22 Apr 2003|09:28pm] |
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Mood:
im in a GREAT mood right now.. why you ask.. well only because Carolyn (aka Cheese) got our concert tickets!!! i almost shit my pants when she told me!! HOORAY! now i get to see..Brand New, Senses Fail, and the beautiful mistake! woop woop.
MY Day:
Well, Even though i had to go to school today, it wasnt really all that bad. It was actually nice. WE HUNG OUT ON THE GRASS AT LUNCH!! yEs!but.. Leann went home early ..that didnt stop my happy ass from going to her house though. So,I went over there, we talked, laughed, played video games, and did our homework.. it was some go0od fun.
Todays Obsession:
I have noticed that i have a love for R2K from Finch. He is such a great man and i talk about him all the time.. as well as quote him. I always qoute him.. " you told me to mix it up mutha fucka.." and " if that is food you betta put it in my mouf!"
To end my entry .. i must add that i think i am slowly going crazy. Guys.. drive me crazy. School..drives me crazy.. and i am driving myself crazy!..
CraZzZy FeSt 2003
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